I  find  it  so  hard  to  be  true
And  all  these  lies  I'm  telling  you
Are  little  anchors  in  my  chest
That  pull  us  down  into  this  mess
I  find  it  easy  to  distract
And  just  as  soon  as  you  turn  your  back
I'll  be  gone  again
I  find  it  so  hard  to  be  trueAnd  all  these  secrets  I  keep  from  you
Are  like  a  blackness  in  my  heart
That  only  tears  us  both  apart
I  find  it  easy  to  pretend
That  we're  not  heading  for  our  end
This  I'm  telling  you
I  built  a  wall
I  cut  you  off
Now  there's  no  lie
That's  gonna  fix  this  up
I  played  the  saint
And  a  saint  I  ain't
Now  all  the  hurt
Is  here  again....here  again
I  find  it  so  hard  to  be  true
But  I'm  gonna  try  my  best  for  you
And  every  distance  that  we've  known
Will  disappear  before  too  long
And  every  line  we've  ever  drawn
Will  be  erased  before  we're  gone
And  this  I  swear  to  you
I  built  a  wall
I  cut  you  off
Now  there's  no  lie
That's  gonna  fix  this  hurt
I  played  the  saint
I  cursed  your  name
Now  there's  no  one
But  myself  to  blame
That  you're  gone.....
the  end
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