[00:00.23]Everything makes me nervous
[00:06.11]And nothing feels good for no reason
[00:11.98]Waking up, it's rarely worth it
[00:17.44]The same dark dread every morning
[00:23.53]Senior year here in Mahwah
[00:29.29]A new world just around the corner
[00:34.98]Leave me behind, let me stagnate,
[00:40.68]In a fortress of solitude
[00:46.42]Smoking's been okay so far,
[00:51.73]But I need something that works faster
[00:58.22]So all I want for Christmas is no feelings
[01:06.72]No feelings now
[01:13.53]And never again
[01:37.39]There is a faceplate all brown and red
[01:39.93]that stretches across my mouth
[01:43.13]It's worn for protection,
[01:44.70]Nobody gets in and nobody gets out
[01:48.98]I used to look myself in the mirror
[01:51.79]At the end of every day
[01:54.69]But I took the one thing that made me beautiful
[01:57.99]And threw it away
[02:00.50]I was a river, I was a tall tree, I was a volcano
[02:06.33]But now I'm asleep on top of a mountain
[02:09.22]I've been covered in snow
[02:12.14]Yes, I have surrendered what made me human
[02:14.94]And all that I thought was true
[02:17.91]So now there's a robot that lives in my brain
[02:20.84]And he tells me what to do
[02:23.72]And I can do nothing without his permission
[02:26.36]Or (which) wasn't part of the plan
[02:29.46]So now in Rock Ridge pharmacy
[02:31.52]I will be waiting for my man
[02:35.28]But there is another down in a dungeon
[02:38.14]who never gave up the fight
[02:40.37]And he'll be forever screaming,
[02:42.54]Sometimes I hear him say, on a quiet night,
[02:46.39]he says
[02:47.09]You will always be a loser
[02:59.80]You will always be a loser
[03:11.16]You will always be a loser
[03:22.48]You'll always be a loser now
[03:33.24]You will always be a loser
[03:36.06]You will always be a loser
[03:38.90]You will always be a loser
[04:47.30]And that's okay.
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