I wish I could disable my feelings
I wish I could disconnect my mind
I wish I could stop my hands from shaking
I wish I could hide behind the blinds
Hold me up, slow me down, I can't keep up with myself
Hold me up, slow me down, I can't keep up with myself
I wish I could put myself in idle
And sleep through just one single night
And no dreams just the smell of coffee in the morning
My next day would already not feel so tight
Hold me up, slow me down, I can't keep up with myself
Hold me up, slow me down, I can't keep up with myself