[00:00.509]Well, I don't like talkin’ to myself
[00:05.577]But someone's gotta say it, hell
[00:09.130]I mean, things have not been going well
[00:13.257]This time I think I finally ****** myself
[00:16.757]You see, the life I live is sickening
[00:20.937]I spent a decade playing chicken with oblivion
[00:25.247]Day to day, I'm neck and neck with giving in
[00:28.774]I'm the same old wreck I've always been
[00:32.509]And when I see her in the park
[00:36.271]It barely merits a remark
[00:40.424]How we stand the standard distance
[00:44.003]Distant strangers stand apart
[00:48.078]Course I've been humbled by the void
[00:51.735]Much of my faith has been destroyed
[00:56.020]I've been forced to watch my foes enjoy
[01:00.408]Ceaseless feasts of schadenfreude
[01:03.987]And as the pace of life keeps quickening
[01:07.540]Beneath the *****ing and the bickering
[01:11.484]When I try to drown my thoughts in gin
[01:15.428]I find my worst ideas know how to swim
[01:19.138]Well, a setback can be a setup
[01:23.448]For a comeback if you don't let up
[01:27.131]But this kind of hurtin' won't heal
[01:35.099]And the end of all wanting
[01:38.442]Is all I've been wanting
[01:41.708]And that's just the way that I feel
[01:49.335]
[02:05.035]I met failure in Australia
[02:09.476]I fell ill in Illinois
[02:13.368]I nearly lost my genitalia
[02:17.417]To an anthill in Des Moines
[02:21.022]I was so far gone in Fargo
[02:24.705]South Dakota got annoyed
[02:29.512]That's the **** I'm talkin’ 'bout
[02:31.523]When I talk to you about
[02:33.639]Ceaseless feasts of schadenfreude
[02:36.774]And a setback can be a setup
[02:40.562]For a comeback if you don't let up
[02:44.454]But this kind of hurtin' won't heal
[02:52.160]And the end of all wanting
[02:55.530]Is all I've been wanting
[02:59.448]The end of all wanting
[03:02.243]Is all I've been wanting
[03:05.900]The end of all wanting
[03:08.330]Is all I've been wanting
[03:11.647]And that's just the way that I feel