[00:11.39]I wish I was more self aware [00:14.62]Maybe I'd take my own advice [00:17.40]Maybe I could make a wish [00:19.07]Without taking a risk [00:20.95]Of maybe not being right [00:23.55]But I'm the same kid same mission [00:26.57]Same confidence condition [00:29.83]Most of the time I just close my eyes [00:32.84]And throw and go my decisions [00:34.92]And that's okay [00:38.32]That's okay sometimes [00:41.33]I keep pushing further [00:44.73]'Cause I know when I am here [00:47.04]It all gets better [00:50.64]Even if it's been a year [00:53.08]It don't stay down forever [00:56.66]Even when I'm lying here [00:58.98]I won't lay down forever [01:02.01]I won't lay down forever [01:11.51]What do you know about real pain [01:14.48]Do I really deserve anything [01:17.55]I never run the ship [01:18.98]I just circle around it [01:21.03]And pretend that I'm getting in [01:23.55]But I'm a hard case to break in [01:26.52]I'm preaching day out and day in [01:29.75]Most of the time I don't even find [01:32.87]The words that I keep sayin' [01:34.91]And that's okay [01:38.32]I keep pushing further [01:41.76]'Cause I know when I am here [01:44.01]It all gets better [01:47.72]Even if it's been a year [01:50.01]It don't stay down forever [01:53.66]Even when I'm lying here [01:56.02]I won't lay down forever [01:59.19]I won't lay down forever [02:05.03]I won't lay down forever [02:15.41]Don't be so hard on yourself [02:17.74]I say to myself [02:19.63]Lying in the dark [02:21.52]Don't be so hard on yourself [02:23.71]I say to myself lying [02:27.40]Don't be so hard on yourself [02:29.83]I say to myself [02:31.48]Lying in the dark [02:33.47]Don't be so hard on yourself [02:35.72]I say to myself [02:38.42]I keep pushing further [02:41.58]'Cause I know when I am here [02:44.11]It all gets better [02:47.66]Even if it's been a year [02:50.14]It don't stay down forever [02:53.73]Even when I'm lying here [02:55.96]I won't lay down forever [02:58.97]I won't lay down forever [03:04.94]I won't lay down [03:06.40]I won't lay down forever [03:11.22]I won't lay down [03:13.69]I won't lay down [03:16.95]I won't lay down forever