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[00:46.870]My doors are locked
[00:48.342]The lights are off
[00:49.786]And I am trembling in fear
[00:52.592]I'm alive, but I wish I wasn't here, oh
[00:58.145]The rope around my neck has snapped and all I feel is fear
[01:03.734]For all the people in my life I hold dear
[01:09.312]The time is passing away too slowly for me to not feel regret
[01:14.951]For all the joy and pain that caused this life to live today but yet
[01:20.692]My mind is swimming in the river flowing down into death
[01:26.326]But I can't save myself oh why, oh why am I just...
[01:31.366]...such a mess?
[02:23.121]Why do I try so hard to live
[02:26.307]But I live in fear
[02:28.802]Why do I try to find release
[02:32.021]When it's just right here
[02:34.759]Everyday I fall apart
[02:37.911]And fall back to the start
[02:40.062]Why can't I... why can't I...
[02:42.918]...build the courage to...
[03:08.324]I'm alone again, my phone is dead and I just dread
[03:13.911]Getting up from the edge of my bed, oh
[03:19.540]Life's a pill that's hard to swallow, but the pills in my hand...
[03:25.056]Are so much harder when my pain doesn't end
[03:30.101]Ah, why can't I breathe one more time?
[03:36.919]And safely say it's my last
[03:41.368]Ah, why can't I look myself in the eye
[03:48.243]And say a simple...
[03:51.103]...goodbye
[04:15.783]The trains are passing one by one before I even take a step
[04:21.348]And in my ears are just the deafening sound of another breath
[04:27.032]Oh, please just let me go
[04:29.803]I'm barely hanging by a thread
[04:32.627]Why do I strive to sleep?
[04:34.994]But keep escaping my eternal rest
[05:23.783]Why do I try so hard to live?
[05:27.232]But I live in fear
[05:29.478]Why do I try to find release
[05:32.634]When it's just right here
[05:35.117]Everyday I fall apart
[05:38.397]And fall back to the start
[05:40.830]Why can't I... why can't I...
[05:43.507]...build the courage to...