So here I am again
Gazing
And I'm doubled up in pain
So I'm gonna do it again
And again
And again
And again
I'm killing myself again 
And again
But it feels too good
So wash away
The ones I love
The ones I love
But it feels too good
So wash away
The ones I love
The ones I love
The ones I love
The ones I love
So wonder where I've been
I've been counting
The costs of tricking in
Back here
I've seen this all before
And the water is burning my eyes
You've seen this all before
But I do it again
And again
And again
And again
I kill myself again 
And again
But it feels too good
So wash away
The ones I love
The ones I love
But it feels too good
So wash away
The ones I loved
The ones I loved
The ones I loved
The ones I loved
The ones I loved
The ones I loved
The ones I loved
The ones I loved