Turn on the light so it burns in the night turning down the flay the world is uncertain I'm certained by the curtains tonight You will not know but grow We will not dare, we'll always care and ply with your hair Got to reverse the pattern What's the worse that could happen? For the first time in my adulthood The worse that could happen Is utterly unthinkable, sinking unsaid dread Suddenly I'm worried about the bread under the bed But then all sort of awful shit seem plausible indoors Proportions get "walked" in to the worse, and for certain You're growing thumbs I'm growing numb "totting" to your mom's lips like it might be quite fun A blip on a screen You don't know me I think about you And what you'll grow to be Black and white blotches to watch and not get, and the flashes of sense along with your body and head It is all as simple as you think when you were little, It is all as simple as me sinking a little drink Your growing nails, Mine are so nailed I'm drinking your mothers wine for both of us today You don't know choice but you know my voice, you should never have of chosen me I have love like a boy The world's so dark sometimes, the noise of the cars building a world up of toys and stars A blip on a screen You don't know me I think about you And what you'll grow to be You'll dance on every song, foot fall every little move, before you realize that every noise is not music My dad raised these thoughts, he pastes these boards I never knew I just grew that's all you can do but then growing to an adult is just learning the language of explaining with words what you were as a baby You'll leisurely learn how to lie and pretend, to service your love and rely on your friends this could be fraught but its all I got taught and I don't wanna make it up as I go along with yours I fix and I plan but this is just mad I love you You're only a 100 pixels on a scan