You and I can't get much closer
In spite of what you want
I'm done explaining
I'm broke at best
Non-existent
Non-existent
I lay me down to sleep
And disappear, disappear, disappear
Why is it you have a question
For every single thing 
I do?Why is it you say you love me?
Nothing's ever good enough for you
What's the matter now?
Have another one of these
This will take the edge off
And I never knew what it would be
Decisions and decisions to be made
They'll tell you what you said and what you did
To break from the futility and run
You speak through comparison
You speak in tongues
You listen suspiciously for gaps in my adaption
You have no magic touch
Please stop trying, sucking me dry
And I never seemed to get it right
It's like a shadow hanging over me
You were the first, you were the last
If there's a 
God, release me from my past
I lay me down to sleep
And disappear, disappear, disappear
Disappear, disappear, disappear