[00:01.21]thank u [00:07.00] [00:11.76]how bout getting off of these antibiotics [00:22.13]how bout stopping eating when im full up [00:32.44]how bout them transparent dangling carrots [00:42.93]how bout that ever elusive kudo [00:50.51] [00:51.75]thank you india [00:54.35]thank you terror [00:57.18]thank you disillusionment [01:02.06]thank you frailty [01:04.70]thank you consequence [01:07.17]thank you thank you silence [01:11.65] [01:14.09]how bout me not blaming you for everything [01:24.43]how bout me enjoying the moment for once [01:34.75]how bout how good it feels to finally forgive you [01:45.20]how bout grieving it all one at a time [01:50.55] [01:53.92]thank you india [01:56.53]thank you terror [01:59.06]thank you disillusionment [02:04.31]thank you frailty [02:06.87]thank you consequence [02:09.43]thank you thank you silence [02:14.48] [02:15.70]the moment i let go of it was [02:20.55]the moment i got more than i could handle [02:26.32]the moment i jumped off of it was [02:30.51]the moment i touched down [02:34.82] [02:37.04]how bout no longer being masochistic [02:47.41]how bout remembering your divinity [02:57.81]how bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out [03:08.27]how bout not equating death with stopping [03:14.06] [03:17.08]thank you india [03:19.61]thank you providence [03:22.20]thank you disillusionment [03:27.39]thank you nothingness [03:30.00]thank you clarity [03:32.59]thank you thank you silence [03:37.97] [00:00.05]