[00:37.47]Confused wrecked and doing what I do best
[00:39.96]Why do I always have something to obsess around
[00:42.63]Let too much past too much within
[00:44.79]Open up to weakness and let people help themselves
[00:47.70]A fear of applying myself to anything that will push me
[00:51.96]Truth be told I'm nothing I'm s**t
[00:53.97]Just another f**king mug looking out for himself
[01:06.09]Reaching for the liquor liquid courage is my pride
[01:10.74]Time is never wasted when you're wasted all the time
[01:15.81]I will never live a dream never feel affection
[01:18.54]Just in case the infection
[01:20.34]I hate so hard I reduce my sanity to its knees
[01:24.99]F**k living your dreams f**k feeling af**ktion
[01:27.93]Just in case the infection
[01:29.61]I hate so hard I reduce my f**king sanity to its knees
[01:35.67]'Cause am I that shallow that I'd say anything
[01:40.68]Just to get her on her knees
[01:43.71]She'll get what's coming to her
[01:45.39]And make sure that she's my everything
[01:51.99]Then bring in sanity
[02:11.82]How can you ask for diamonds when all you wear is pearls
[02:16.14]So cut up is my conscience from filthy f**king girls
[02:21.99]A load off my mind is my load on your face
[02:31.14]Spitting was never an option
[02:35.31]Mind games is pain but my game's insane
[02:51.24]So open up wide and swallow my pride
[03:07.05]A pathetic excuse to reach for a dream
[04:31.68]It's sad but true but love to f**k
[04:50.67]And f**k the love a fact of life