[00:00.49]born into silver. caressed in gold. [00:05.30]living without rigor. [00:10.17]I've bitten the hand that once fed my growing appetite [00:16.74]my insatiable lust for living my life [00:23.61]i can't seem to break these chains from my calloused hands [00:30.36]this crown on my head. feverishly i await my fall [00:36.74]and with regret comes the holy ghost of loneliness [00:50.17]with my eyes clouded over and no sky above, [01:03.92]I'll reach out to nothing and find nothing in return [01:11.99]I'll reach out. I'll find nothing. [01:18.05]constantly i spit in the face of open arms [01:22.24]only to watch them continue to hold [01:31.30]I'll forget my past and just move on, move on [01:43.50] [01:55.86]still smoke fills my lungs still I'm drowning in regret [02:15.90]still regret drowns me [02:36.04] [02:42.13]this is for my own life. this one's mine. [02:50.37]i will be the spark to ignite this forest. [02:59.43]i am my own