springtime and the storm had passed the search had long since ended a man would find her thawing in the leaves the ice of winter had preserved the scene but could not tell the reasons she said I know you want to leave but I can't do this on my own I know that this is wrong but I don't want to die alone and now there's no one left to tell them that she didn't want to live I swear I've never felt so helpless as when she handed me the gun and only tears would come god help me I just left her there drove away as she was dying I never felt so close to Hell she said I know you want to leave but I can't do this on my own I know that this is wrong but I don't want to die alone I don't want to die alone she didn't want to die alone springtime and the storm had passed the search had long since ended a man would find her thawing in the leaves the ice of winter had preserved the scene but could not tell the reasons we'd never been so close to Hell