作词 : Kevin Pouya/Christopher Rockwell/Michele Scatamacchia 作曲 : Kevin Pouya/Michele Scatamacchia/Christopher Rockwell My life is a rollercoaster of emotions Home is with you, when without you I feel like I'm homeless, hopeless Don’t miss out on my love Holdin' grudges never got me nowhere, so I let it all go I keep telling myself "how the **** do I love someone else?" But I know I want you Never been the one to beat around the bush So do you want me too? Everyday closer to my casket Time wasted waitin', debatin’ on you but savin' my breath Communicatin' late nights when I'm up pacin' back and forth Baby you don't wanna be mine? Then, why you calling me all the time? Playin' with my mind, takin' advantage knowin’ that I’m fragile Well-spoken, but I'm broken Hopin’ you would not leave my heart frozen Feel like I'm close to explodin' Floatin' through the rivers in the oceans ’till I'm gone I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never lovin' myself, yuh, yuh I'ma ride with my baby girl, need her tucked under my belt You know I just wanna get by, don't wanna feel nothin' inside Swallow my pride, let that ***** ride Let her get high, let her get all of me, yuh I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never lovin' myself, yuh, yuh I'ma ride with my baby girl, need her tucked under my belt You know I just wanna get by, don't wanna feel nothin' inside Swallow my pride, let that ***** ride Let her get high, let her get all of me, yuh I can't have no artificial love I need that real, genuine love above anything Baby you ******' with a trust fund Baby **** boy ain't never been through a thang And I, felt pain that I never wanted to feel And I, seen thangs I ain't never wanted to see And I just want someone to want me to be me ***** deep in a ***** like I got what you need, baby leave it to me You'll see what I mean when you give me the time Mind corrupted from a past I get into it knowin' it won't last But I'm co-dependent Baby Bone can't be alone Panic attacks at home so where do I go now The lone wolf left his comfort zone And opened up the door for whores to let it run its course Of course I know love is torture Never been known to do what I'm supposed to So I left it all Invested all my time in you Before I knew if it was mutual Please don't give me a reason to leave, I need ya, ya And I know I can't keep up with ya Guess I really gotta give up on ya, yuh, yuh I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never lovin' myself, yuh, yuh I'ma ride with my baby girl, need her tucked under my belt You know I just wanna get by, don't wanna feel nothin' inside Swallow my pride, let that ***** ride Let her get high, let her get all of me, yuh I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never lovin' myself, yuh, yuh I'ma ride with my baby girl, need her tucked under my belt You know I just wanna get by, don't wanna feel nothin' inside Swallow my pride, let that ***** ride Let her get high, let her get all of me, yuh I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never lovin' myself, yuh, yuh I'ma ride with my baby girl, need her tucked under my belt You know I just wanna get by, don't wanna feel nothin' inside Swallow my pride, let that ***** ride Let her get high, let her get all of me, yuh