[00:00.000]How can someone who wants to be loved
[00:04.012]Hate it when they're loved at all?
[00:08.122]Does guilt really feel that bad?
[00:16.263]Every time I take a breath, honey
[00:21.282]I feel the weight fall back on me
[00:25.732]Somebody tell me it's not so bad
[00:33.611]Collected thoughts drown in sleep
[00:37.523]I've forgotten what you mean to me
[00:41.118]I forgot a lot of things
[00:48.788]What happens to the girl?
[00:51.161]What happens to the boy?
[00:53.282]I see their eyelids moving
[00:57.241]What happens to the boy
[00:59.292]Will he be destroyed?
[01:02.156]Is this what I'm losing?
[01:05.600]But I feel, feel
[01:13.673]But I feel something
[01:20.630]Oh, it's better than nothing
[01:38.835]I've been sleeping in his bed
[01:43.100]I'm digging in my head
[01:46.493]He pulls the cash from under the table
[01:53.932]Take that breath and hold it in
[01:59.187]Oh, it's settling in, he says
[02:04.748]"It's not so bad"
[02:11.230]Collected thoughts drown in sleep
[02:14.721]I've forgotten what you mean to me
[02:18.428]I forgot a lot of things
[02:25.858]What happens to the girl?
[02:28.155]What happens to the boy?
[02:31.537]See their eyelids moving
[02:34.667]What happens to the boy?
[02:36.322]Will he be destroyed?
[02:39.322]Is this what I'm losing?
[02:42.678]But I feel, feel
[02:50.766]But I feel something
[02:58.154]Oh, it's better than nothing