[01:17.92]i really don't know what i'm doing here
[01:21.12]i really think i should've gone to bed tonight but...
[01:27.19]"just one drink
[01:28.40]and there're some people to meet you
[01:30.80]i think that you'll like them
[01:33.52]i have to say we do
[01:34.52]and i promise in less than than an hour
[01:38.01]we will honestly go...
[01:43.53]now why don't i just get you another
[01:46.47]while you just say hello..."
[01:50.90]yeah just say hello...
[01:51.30]yeah just say hello...
[02:04.71]so i'm clutching it tight
[02:08.09]another glass in my hand
[02:09.31]and my mouth and the smiles
[02:11.35]moving up as i stand up
[02:13.63]too close and too wide
[02:15.01]and the smiles are too bright
[02:17.28]and i breathe in too deep
[02:19.44]and my head's getting light
[02:21.56]but the air is getting heavier and it's closer
[02:25.20]and i'm starting to sway
[02:30.88]and the hands all on my shoulders don't have names
[02:34.44]and they won't go away
[02:38.15]so here i go
[02:40.64]here i go again...
[02:42.74]
[02:43.75]falling into strangers
[02:45.56]and it's only just eleven
[02:47.49]and i'm staring like a child
[02:49.90]until someone slips me heaven
[02:52.25]and i take it on my knees
[02:55.63]just like a thousand times before
[02:57.89]and i get transfixed
[03:02.10]that fixed
[03:02.54]and i'm just looking at the floor
[03:06.00]just looking at the floor
[03:10.14]yeah i look at the floor...
[03:32.59]and i'm starting to laugh
[03:34.74]like an animal in pain
[03:36.45]and i've got blood on my hands
[03:38.88]and i've got hands in my brain
[03:41.32]and the first short retch
[03:42.99]leaves me gasping for more
[03:45.67]and i stagger over screaming
[03:47.84]on my way to the floor
[03:49.68]and i'm back on my back
[03:51.75]with the lights and the lies in my eyes
[03:57.87]and the colour and the music's too loud
[04:01.26]and my head's all the wrong size
[04:05.85]so here i go
[04:08.28]here i go again...
[04:10.17]
[04:10.80]yeah i laugh and i jump
[04:12.80]and i sing and i laugh
[04:15.03]and i dance and i laugh
[04:17.12]and i laugh and i laugh
[04:19.40]and i can't seem to think
[04:21.05]where this is
[04:22.60]who i am
[04:24.00]why i'm keeping this going
[04:26.46]keep pouring it out
[04:28.35]keep pouring it down
[04:31.08]keeping it going
[04:32.70]keep pouring it down
[04:34.67]and the way the rain comes down hard...
[04:38.72]that's the way i feel inside...
[04:43.14]
[05:00.06]i can't take it anymore
[05:02.59]this it i've become
[05:04.62]this is it like i get
[05:06.39]when my life's going numb
[05:08.39]i just keep moving my mouth
[05:10.67]i just keep moving my feet
[05:12.75]i say i'm loving you to death
[05:15.05]like i'm losing my breath
[05:17.08]and all the smiles that i wear
[05:18.98]and all the games that i play
[05:21.34]and all the drinks that i mix
[05:23.32]and i drink until i'm sick
[05:25.59]and all the faces i make
[05:27.82]and all the shapes that i throw
[05:29.86]and all the people i meet
[05:32.08]and all the words that i know
[05:34.19]makes me sick to the heart
[05:37.54]oh i feel so tired...
[05:40.44]and the way the rain comes down hard...
[05:45.70]that's how i feel inside...
[06:02.10]and the way the rain comes down hard...
[06:05.02]that's how i feel inside...