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[00:21.27]Woke up in the morning, wife's griping and ************ing
[00:23.58]There's no Similac for the baby, no lights where we're living
[00:26.20]No food in the fridge, this the tightest position
[00:28.77]I'm bout to lose my lid, get my sights on a victim
[00:31.44]My way and type of living, this ************t has to change
[00:34.00]Shut the ****** up, I ain't fit to be a sperm donor snatch your chain
[00:37.30]****** it, sell crack *******, I'm telling you mother****** go rap for change
[00:42.73]Alright, look I got your point, I want you to know
[00:44.98]I'll be back in a couple hours, it's under control
[00:47.10]I run out of the door straight feeling lost as ******
[00:49.28]What the hell am I gonna do? Steal an armored truck?
[00:52.47]I walk and strut aimless as I fix me a plan
[00:54.96]Then I bump into Damon selling sixty a gram
[00:57.72]As I think sticking him up ain't the wittiest scam
[01:00.39]My gun clicks blam now I got his chips in my hand
[01:02.33][Chorus: x2]
[01:03.32]I feel selfish, think I'm gonna use my nine
[01:05.21]I feel helpless, think I'm gonna lose my mind
[01:08.32]Nobody else is here to help me stabilize
[01:10.63]I feel helpless even when I pray to God
[01:12.69][Verse 2:]
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[01:24.36]Now I'm patting him down trying to get all he got
[01:26.80]With no thought process of someone calling up SWAT
[01:29.42]With no thought process that I'm on my own block
[01:31.98]It's like no contest if I get caught up and locked
[01:34.59]Stolen for gwap I need all the dough he had
[01:37.47]As I'm searching through his jacket, what a police badge?
[01:39.96]Now stop, no way man, he's a cop?
[01:42.52]My knees just lock, I can't flee, I freeze in shock
[01:45.27]My Reeboks won't budge though I want em to move
[01:47.76]My mind saying to my body ****** run out your shoes
[01:50.45]Punching my tool I hear the sirens getting closer
[01:53.63]Why'd I decide to ride with my toaster?
[01:55.00]Usually I'm cool and calm with my composure
[01:58.68]Stupidly I lose my mind and say it's over, it's over
[02:02.18]I take a breath, put my heater to my head
[02:04.99]There's no escaping death
[02:05.67][Chorus x2]
[02:06.55][Verse 3:]
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[02:38.18]I sit down next to Damon, put my gun to my head
[02:40.68]Thinking to myself all it takes is one and I'm dead
[02:43.17]And the someone just said, "Stop, freeze, please don't do it! "
[02:46.04]I look up, see cop cars and some DT Buicks
[02:48.54]All I see is a sea of blue, a bunch of guns drawn
[02:50.97]With a man in a stance, in his hands a bullhorn
[02:53.97]"I'm Officer Crout, wait, let's talk this out."
[02:56.46]I reply, "What the ****** is there to talk about? "
[02:59.09]"There's plenty to talk about, it's not as bad as you think."
[03:01.02]You don't know the hank man, you ain't my dad and my shrink
[03:04.33]In a blink my anger ************fts from me to them
[03:07.07]He can see I won't feed into it and speak as friends
[03:09.63]An evil grin comes to my face, his eyes shocked
[03:12.44]****** it, why not? I'd rather lie inside a box
[03:14.87]Take my nine, aim it at them as time just stops
[03:17.43]It's not a suicide, man, but suicide by the cops
[03:18.99][Gunshots]