[00:06.88]If you're wondering how we landed here [00:10.50]You were watching the waves and drinking beer [00:14.44]You don't even remember standing up [00:18.06]Truly, I don't either [00:20.50]At some point you waded to your waist [00:24.21]As you slipped further out the stakes were raised [00:28.12]Finally you were surrounded, and for what? [00:31.86]A water darker and deeper [00:36.18] [00:37.76]In 1997 I became myself1997 [00:41.37]And 20 minutes later I began to melt20 [00:45.26]The cycle I get used to in the course of time [00:49.08]The shifting definitions that comprise a life [00:53.04]The people I become and the people I don't recognize [01:00.05]If you're wondering who arranged the mess [01:03.60]Some exceptions were made to grant, I guess [01:07.45]While we all let the peak of the parade [01:11.51]The underbelly went lethal [01:15.96] [01:16.62]In 2007 tried to build a bridge2007 [01:20.51]Between how I was living and how I could live [01:24.56]Tricked myself into thinking I'd done enough [01:28.53]Once I got across I didn't blow it up [01:32.33]Yeah, I closed some lanes [01:34.40]All it really takes is one opening to tear apart all your works [01:43.21]So fine you are, [01:45.42]delicate, un-achieve, all your half-philosophy [01:53.39]Style points, blind belief, a whirling perpetuity [02:00.96]The ocean warm that knows you did the same before [02:07.91]So in 2017 we did away with facts [02:12.12]All negotiation with a battle axe [02:15.71]The gruesome ideology is center shame [02:19.66]American identity was laid to waste [02:23.50]We're backlit and exposed [02:25.57]Sugar stripped and it's made clean [02:31.67]The people I become [02:33.65]The people I can't replicate