[00:00.00]Nothing feels the same since you got home
[00:07.16]Someone swapped the pictures on your wall
[00:14.17]Photos of evaporated men
[00:21.02]Torn up bodies thrown across the sand
[00:27.20]There's nothing worse than losing your arm
[00:35.40]She's been really great since I got back
[00:41.60]I'm afraid she knows I'm off the map
[00:48.14]She's been trying to talk inside my mouth
[00:55.22]I've been trying to calm my conscious down
[01:01.40]There's nothing worse than losing your spine
[01:10.44]
[01:18.32]When I dream I see your dad holding your throat
[01:30.63]His mouth up to your ear, he's screaming, "I've been shot"
[01:44.27]You bank on a linear life evolved by your command
[01:58.03]You'll find the painful prize of watching it unhinge
[02:07.63]You, you took it harder then, our friend
[02:14.27]I'm afraid you're spiraling again
[02:20.99]Ran into your family at the go
[02:27.90]Looked like they'd been living with a ghost
[02:34.14]There's nothing worse than a poverty line
[02:41.99]I can hardly look at her at way
[02:48.88]Naked bodies haven't looked the same
[02:55.33]I can't tell her why she's gotta stop
[03:02.21]Too ashamed to open that one knock
[03:08.52]There's nothing worse than being intertwined
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[03:27.52]You've been dreaming I'm the dad you never had
[03:38.43]Having out of body visions of my death
[03:51.28]Bank on a catered life that bends for your demands
[04:04.94]Expect the painful prize of watching it unhinge
[04:14.57]I remember back when we were kids
[04:21.08]Life without a paralyzing mid
[04:27.64]Now we get together in a glass
[04:34.85]Hardly speak to watch the silence pass
[04:41.20]There's nothing worse than silent alarm
[04:47.28]We were trying awkwardly to sleep
[04:53.10]Detailed out your plan on my machine
[05:02.03]They still astounded in the dark
[05:08.91]Shocked that it had finally fallen apart
[05:14.98]There's nothing worse than losing your mind
[05:30.28]
[05:31.56]I've been dreaming of this unrelenting love
[05:44.73]Depreciated gasping towards a new unknown
[05:58.19]It was a trusted ride before the water froze
[06:11.85]I found the painful prize is rowing it alone
[06:21.33]Drove out to the desert in your van
[06:27.26]Drank some gasoline and made love to your hand
[06:34.49]Cursed your God below for what he'd done
[06:40.41]Before you sucked a bullet from your father's gun
[06:47.61]There's nothing worse than losing your life
[06:56.31]At your funeral she took my hand
[07:01.94]Placed it on the baby in your lap
[07:08.71]I've been trying my best to find my peace
[07:15.66]But they both look like criminals to me
[07:21.79]There's nothing worse than trusting a lie
[07:30.31]
[07:31.78]When I dream I see your body inside hers
[07:45.17]When I wake I see your face but call it off
[07:58.03]The less you care for it, the less it has to grow
[08:11.72]I can't abandon it and watch it turn to smoke
[08:21.17]Recently I'm working on myself
[08:27.87]Starting to convince myself it helps
[08:34.05]There's nothing wrong with being alive