i see patterns in the wind and in the sand i see the stars, i read the clouds, i understand Killing Joke then the madness overwhelmed (i lost control) it was cut out for each stain upon my soul all who died (and everything is alive) communion and the house i'd never seen still looked the same then i found all my possessions by the fire the physical world fell into place i had all i desired the mind begins to doubt what the heart already knows reason gives into rhyme, mind begins to blow reoccurring people numbers faces and i abandon all my need for explanation