In my voice in my smile In the eyes of my eldest child You appear every year in my life In a dream I have now Standing still in my father's house And I try another time to walk away I learned that music and laughter From the child that you hid in your eyes And it's his song that I sing Now who will sing for me All my life no voice inside Has whispered set me free All this time has it been you or me I wait for someone to save me Just like you did all your life And will I find my home But I alone like you