[00:38.18]So much that I can't say to you [00:42.21] [00:43.91]My voice shakes from the hurt that I hide [00:49.56] [00:56.68]Ashamed of my existence [00:59.19] [01:02.20]And of my petty often wounded pride [01:06.87] [01:13.18]I'd like to come home to see you [01:17.21] [01:19.69]And to catch your sickness by the bedside [01:23.72] [01:31.52]But then you'd know how much I really need you [01:37.78] [01:47.44]All the love in an instant [01:52.39] [01:53.94]Makes my life stop [01:56.63] [02:04.88]But then my hate for you [02:08.11] [02:08.61]Makes my feelings altogether drop [02:14.45] [02:22.90]All the love in an instant [02:28.45] [02:30.00]Makes my life stop [02:32.69] [02:40.87]But then my hate for you [02:43.48] [02:44.57]Makes my feelings altogether drop [02:50.76] [03:02.80]If only I were blind to your selfish fling [03:09.36] [03:11.02]And your desperate cause [03:13.13] [03:20.19]And didn't press you for the details [03:22.70] [03:26.44]That threaten my physical flaws [03:30.42] [03:37.31]I'd like to come home to see you [03:41.22] [03:43.83]And embrace your illness under soft light [03:48.63] [03:55.44]But then you'd know how much I really need you [04:01.68] [04:11.51]All the love in an instant [04:16.29] [04:17.93]Makes my life stop [04:20.57] [04:28.97]But then my hate for you [04:31.49] [04:32.70]Makes my feelings altogether drop [04:38.65] [04:46.77]All the love in an instant [04:52.37] [04:53.86]Makes my life stop [04:56.70] [05:04.97]But then my hate for you [05:07.89] [05:08.68]Makes my feelings altogether drop [05:14.83] [05:57.89]So much that I can say to you [06:02.03] [06:04.15]With affection that I burn inside [06:08.26] [06:16.42]You're aching from the distance [06:18.68] [06:21.71]Avoiding strain that's running still alive [06:25.94] [06:34.13]If only I could heal you [06:36.67] [06:39.96]In the sprinkling of the ocean side [06:44.12] [06:50.78]But then you'd know how much I really love you [06:56.97] [07:06.89]All the love in an instant [07:11.53] [07:13.03]Makes my life stop [07:15.64] [07:23.83]But then my hate for you [07:26.69] [07:27.70]Makes my feelings altogether drop [07:33.53] [07:42.82]All the love in an instant [07:47.37] [07:48.67]Makes my life stop [07:51.41] [07:59.62]But then my hate for you [08:02.13] [08:03.35]Makes my feelings altogether drop