[00:38.22]So much that I can't say to you 
[00:43.99]My voice shakes from the hurt that I hide 
[00:56.62]Ashamed of my existence 
[01:02.15]And of my petty often wounded pride 
[01:13.27]I'd like to come home to see you 
[01:19.81]And to catch your sickness by the bedside 
[01:31.79]But then you'd know how much I really need you 
[01:47.33]All the love in an instant makes my life stop 
[02:04.84]But then my hate for you makes my feelings altogether drop 
[02:23.13]And all the love in an instant makes my life stop
[02:40.80]But then my hate for you makes my feelings altogether drop 
[03:02.92]If only I were blind to your selfish fling 
[03:11.16]And your desperate cause 
[03:20.19]And didn't press you for the details 
[03:26.45]That threaten my physical flaws 
[03:37.33]I'd like to come home to see you 
[03:43.83]And embrace your illness under soft light 
[03:55.74]But then you'd know how much I really need you 
[04:11.68]All the love in an instant makes my life stop 
[04:29.13]But then my hate for you makes my feelings altogether drop 
[04:46.78]And all the love in an instant makes my life stop
[05:05.12]But then my hate for you makes my feelings altogether drop 
[05:58.06]So much that I can say to you 
[06:04.47]With affection that I burn inside 
[06:16.60]You're aching from the distance 
[06:21.97]Avoiding strain that's running still alive 
[06:34.26]If only I could heal you in the sprinkling of the ocean side 
[06:50.93]But then you'd know how much I really love you 
[07:06.93]All the love in an instant makes my life stop 
[07:24.04]But then my hate for you makes my feelings altogether drop
[07:42.02]And all the love in an instant makes my life stop
[07:59.83]But then my hate for you makes my feelings altogether drop