god damn it, 
i'm not talking about my heart 
like it's something you could break. 
there's no convincing you 
i'm not sick. 
when i say "heart", 
nothing comes to mind. 
drug stores make me feel good. 
think of silver around my wrist, 
i'm not well. 
your chest is a cage for my letters, 
and your handwriting's better than mine. 
god damn it, 
i'm not talking about my heart 
like it's a tinfoil valentine. 
call an ambulance. 
i don't want to walk home alone.