作词 : Julien Baker 作曲 : Julien Baker Please don’t look at me that way Your eyes are so heavy and I’m not that interesting If I had it my way I would be a ghost And abandon the white sheet God, it’s so hard to be seen Think I’d like to be invisible Become one with the living room wallpaper at your party Wouldn’t mind disappearing But you always say you would miss me Who am I kidding? Even if I meant it I’d probably still visit I know how you hate to be lonely I could float around and rearrange objects To a conversation piece Come back as anyone else, a better version of myself A costumed monstrosity And it already feels when you hold me That your hands could pass right through my body So do you think when I die I’d get a second try? To do everything right I couldn’t the first time?