[00:00.927] [00:29.636]I remember when we moved out here [00:32.875]Trees and fences with the sky so clear [00:35.879]Cross the street, we'd ride our bikes as leaves would fall [00:41.835]Went from tongue-tied and honey-eyed (and honey eyed, and) [00:45.335]To emo **** and Cudi ****s, but [00:48.418]That wasn't cool for me to like [00:51.605]They playin' sports, I stay inside [00:54.191]When you a circle, they gon' try to box you [00:57.169]And the cool kids never **** with me too [01:00.330]On my lonely, walkin' home I leak blue [01:03.595]'Cus my crush don't think my nappy hair cute [01:06.651]But that's just how it is I guess [01:09.812]Awkward, never fittin' in [01:13.156]Too black for the white kids and too white for the blacks [01:16.055]Black sheep wool is nappy than the fleece of the rest [01:18.929] [01:19.295]Never had no company [01:21.828]I'm runnin' forwards, moving backwards, no money [01:24.676]Trapped in the suburbs, dirty Air 1s on my feet [01:28.072]My youth is showin' in my hair, just let me be [01:31.833]And I ain't never had no company [01:34.341]I'm runnin' forwards, moving backwards, no money [01:37.476]Trapped in the summer, dirty Air 1s on my feet [01:40.584]I found my purpose, I found God in melodies [01:43.458] [01:45.234]Off to school but I'm home every summer [01:48.473]Off the blue-- yellow shoes, yellow jumper [01:51.739]And I been wonderin' why we think we have control [01:57.120]I think we're supposed to feel pain sometimes [02:00.516]If you don't, you ain't doin' it right [02:04.460]Nothing exists without contrast (no) [02:07.491]Alone, I'm watchin' the sun pass [02:08.927] [02:09.868]Never had no company [02:12.375]I'm runnin' forwards, moving backwards, no money [02:15.484]Trapped in the suburbs, dirty Air 1s on my feet [02:18.697]My youth is showin' in my hair, just let me be [02:22.224]And I ain't never had no company [02:24.757]I'm runnin' forwards, moving backwards, no money [02:27.997]Trapped in the summer, dirty Air 1s on my feet [02:31.184]I found my purpose, I found God in melodies [02:35.468]Never had no company [02:37.557]I'm runnin' forwards, moving backwards, no money [02:40.692]Trapped in the suburbs, dirty Air 1s on my feet [02:43.931]My youth is showin' in my hair, just let me be [02:47.510]And I ain't never had no company [02:50.253]I'm runnin' forwards, moving backwards, no money [02:53.335]Trapped in the summer, dirty Air 1s on my feet [02:56.313]I found my purpose, I found God in melodies [03:00.989] [04:01.881]My hands, I put em up [04:07.027]Wave a goodbye to all the times that I thought I wasn't good enough [04:13.453]Wasn't black or wasn't hood enough [04:18.024]Wasn't athletic or better or impress-girls-in-school enough [04:24.712]I know I could be anything, my God told me that [04:32.966]And my mom told me that [04:35.971]And the silence ain't deafening [04:40.882]If you're cool with yourself [04:43.154]And you don't wanna be no one else [04:46.498]Never no time like today, today, today, today, today [04:51.879]Nxxxx I feel unrestrained, restrained, restrained, restrained, restrained [04:57.626]Feel like hoppin on a plane, a plane, a plane, a plane, a plane [05:03.295]Finally happy with just me, just me, just me, just me, just me [05:09.094]I know black skin is holy now, I wear mine like gold [05:11.811]I know ain't nothin' scarier than getting older [05:14.580]I know ain't nothin' wrong with ever feelin' alone [05:17.375]We all alone [05:20.170]And tonight I might go have a drink, and pray to my god [05:24.637]And cry to some Frank, or write some new songs [05:27.275]And dance in my room, or go for a drive or fall asleep on a roof [05:31.481]Summer sky so open and so wide, I call to you [05:37.202]Help me break my binds, show me light and show me truth [05:42.740]I never smiled so open or so wide, I cried, it's cool [05:48.356]Never been so certain in my life what I wanna do [05:54.129]Never no time like today, today, today, today, today [05:59.615]Nxxxx I feel unrestrained, restrained, restrained, restrained, restrained [06:05.257]Feel like I hoppin on a plane, a plane, a plane, a plane, a plane [06:10.926]Finally happy with just me, just me, just me, just me, just me [06:14.504] [06:28.036]I never smiled so open or so wide, I cried, it's cool [06:31.353]