[00:06.14]Talking: Throughout my life （uh huh uh huh uh）
[00:08.63]no matter what I've done.（Right）
[00:10.37]You've been merciful and your love endureth （yeah）
[00:15.18]through all things （ye yeah） For that
[00:21.12]I am eternally grateful.
[00:22.79]
[00:23.13]Since my date of birth
[00:24.06]bought you nothing but hurt
[00:25.48]play those video games
[00:27.07]stole change from ya purse
[00:28.70]Sat on the cold court bench
[00:30.49]'til I was arraigned in ya skirt
[00:31.62]Saw the pain in ya face
[00:33.27]through you maintained a smirk
[00:34.69]All you did was motivate me
[00:36.36]don't let 'em hold you back
[00:37.67]What I do I turned around
[00:39.41]and I sold you crack
[00:41.23]I was a bastard for that
[00:42.47]still I'm drowning in shame
[00:43.90]Just remember one thing now
[00:45.82]you're not to blame
[00:47.25]You was newly seperated
[00:48.78]tryin' to escape ya world
[00:50.24]and through my thirst
[00:51.37]I didn't help you
[00:52.08]I just made things worse
[00:53.40]I hated me and everybody
[00:54.89]that created crack
[00:56.24]Had me thinkin'
[00:57.25]the newest kicks and the latest gat
[00:59.63]Still haven't apologized
[01:01.01]so please play this back
[01:02.65]while I try to come to terms
[01:04.22]with such a heinous act
[01:05.58]you know in more than one way
[01:07.19]cocaine numbs the brain
[01:08.61]All I did was think about
[01:10.06]how the funds once came
[01:11.82]then I ran across this memory
[01:13.43]and it stung the brain
[01:14.74]How can you ever destroy the beauty
[01:16.51]from which one came
[01:18.09]That's a savage you're the reason
[01:19.61]why me and these beats make a marriage
[01:21.05]why I rhyme above average and
[01:23.01]I ain't shit
[01:24.02]Glad you got yourself together
[01:25.70]no thanks to me
[01:27.03]Strong and beautiful the way thangs should be
[01:29.53]You must love me
[01:31.60]Say that you love me
[01:37.64]All I know say that you must love me.
[01:43.56]Ohh yeah
[01:47.27]
[01:49.04]We used to fight every night
[01:50.45]but I never would suffer
[01:51.87]just smile my big brother's
[01:53.64]tryna make me tougher
[01:55.03]As we grew fussing and fighting continued
[01:57.87]as I plundered through ya stuff
[01:59.67]and snuck ya clothes to school
[02:01.03]Got intense real intense
[02:02.89]as we got older
[02:04.33]Never believed it would lead
[02:05.86]to be popped in one in ya shoulda
[02:07.44]Where my rings? Knew you had it
[02:09.12]'cause you took too long
[02:10.32]as Mickey, Andy, and the girl that bought it looked on
[02:13.51]Huffin' and puffin' gun in my hand
[02:15.22]told you step outside
[02:16.51]Hoping you said no but you hurt my pride
[02:19.60]made our way down the steps
[02:21.53]maybe you thought it was just a threat
[02:22.98]or maybe ya life was just that crazy
[02:24.42]and you was beggin' for death
[02:25.94]try to justify this in my young mind
[02:27.72]but ya drillin' it
[02:29.58]and my ego hurt combined
[02:30.88]drove me berzerk
[02:32.08]Saw the devil in your eyes
[02:33.79]high off more than weed
[02:35.40]confused I just closed
[02:36.95]my young eyes and squeezed
[02:38.23]What a sound
[02:39.27]opened my eyes just in time
[02:40.50]to see ya stumbling to the ground
[02:41.96]Damn what the fuck I done now
[02:44.25]runnin' around in a circle
[02:45.73]thinking I'm assed out
[02:47.35]hot gun burnin' my waist
[02:48.97]ran straight to Jazz' house
[02:50.63]Like a stranger damn I just shot my nigga
[02:53.61]and ran off into the night as if it was not my nigga
[02:56.50]Left the scene how could I go out that way
[02:59.66]Still you asked to see me in the hospital ya next day
[03:02.67]You must love me.
[03:04.07]
[03:06.10]What after all the wrong I've done
[03:09.58]I know you must
[03:15.58]
[03:16.02]Everything in my power and within my frame
[03:18.40]to protect you from this life and
[03:20.00]keep you away from the game
[03:21.51]But you was one of the few people
[03:23.18]that I can trust
[03:24.52]and the fact of the matter I slang
[03:26.45]these pies for us
[03:27.77]You put the pressure on me dearly
[03:29.38]rarely would you let it go
[03:30.72]Was a thousand and one times
[03:32.19]I had to tell you no
[03:33.76]When it was one of those days
[03:35.33]when nobody was around
[03:36.81]and I needed emergency trip
[03:38.39]out of town
[03:39.83]Searched my mental rolodex
[03:41.73]for all the numbers I know
[03:42.96]As you stared in my face
[03:44.47]asking me could you go
[03:45.89]I'm agreed said sender
[03:47.43]everything'll go smooth
[03:49.19]just tell her what to do
[03:50.84]and everything'll go through
[03:52.45]Strapped her body with them thangs
[03:54.36]as you boarded the plane
[03:56.01]Couldn't explain these strange feelings
[03:57.65]that I caught and the pain
[03:58.77]I'm thinkin' why would I send you
[04:00.26]when I knew it ain't right
[04:01.57]I'm thinkin' what would
[04:02.77]make you sacrifice ya life
[04:04.61]You must love me
[04:06.05]
[04:07.35]After everything that I've done wrong
[04:12.08]I know inside you must love me
[04:27.84]you must love me
[04:32.74]I know that you love me
[04:42.91]You showed me I know it
[04:49.49]I know
[04:56.66]Say that you love me
[04:58.37]say that you love me
[05:03.26]I know you must love me
[05:10.95]you must love me
[05:15.05]Oh yes you do
[05:18.75]Inside I know it
[05:21.70]you've always shown it
[05:24.86]you love me yea yeah
[05:27.75]Oh yeah
[05:30.67]I know that you love me
[05:40.35]
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