[00:07.25]This is the best, the best spot in the house?
[00:13.71]Absolutely
[00:31.66]Check it
[00:34.44]Check it, yo, check it
[00:37.15]I've had n****s that come up to me, say that they looked up to me, yeah
[00:40.80]And that they been f***in' with me since s*** was ugly, yeah
[00:43.88]And that these songs, man, they saved they life
[00:46.25]Now, how you put that kind of power in these hands of mine?
[00:49.42]And how a n**** 'posed respond to some shit like that?
[00:52.53]Am I supposed to "Oh, thanks," pat they back?
[00:55.72]I ain't tryna take away from the experience they had
[00:58.72]But, honestly, I'm not prepared for some s*** like that
[01:01.67]And when they credit myself, they discredit themselves
[01:05.01]And the strength that they had, yeah, to better themselves
[01:08.12]And they talk about the strength that I have in my songs
[01:11.16]But they don't know, behind them stories, there's some s*** that's just wrong
[01:14.40]And I hear 'em say that it was beautiful
[01:16.70]But to me, man, that s*** was inexcusable, uh
[01:20.02]To talk about a death and not go to the funeral
[01:22.68]Tellin' myself, "You gotta swallow all that guilt that chewed at you"
[01:26.01]S*** was juvenile, like how was I too cowardly to go to your f***in' funeral
[01:29.96]But still feel like rappin' about your death was f***in' suitable?
[01:33.22]Was I true to you, or usin' you?
[01:35.25]Or the unfortunate events to make my songs more moveable
[01:38.44]My grief provable?
[01:39.42]It's true though, I do wish I could call like s*** was usual
[01:42.72]Tell you s***'s poppin', uh, tell you life's beautiful, uh
[01:46.06]But I didn't check on you when you were still here, yeah
[01:49.17]And that s*** been eatin' at me for this past year, yeah
[01:52.68]This remind me of Will dancin' on that couch
[01:55.45]2014 Flagstaff, we're back now
[01:58.48]Halloween a year later and we're drivin' home
[02:01.61]I'll throw up eight times before we make it out
[02:04.59]Still reminds me of Will dancin' on that couch
[02:07.80]Saw him last week, he swears that we made it now
[02:10.81]People watchin' now, better not let them down
[02:13.73]I'll throw up eight times before we make it now(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
[02:16.20]Shout out to my brother Chuck, healthiest dude I know
[02:19.62]One day, he was hoopin' and just dropped to the floor
[02:22.52]In disbelief, man, I could never fathom that
[02:25.04]His sister Rosie hit me like, "It might've been a heart attack"
[02:28.28]Couldn't do s*** about it, stuck in Arizona
[02:31.26]Plus they brought him back, but I heard he's in a coma
[02:34.45]Drop to my knees and I start to pray
[02:37.06]Said, "If he wakes up, I swear that I'll call and text him every day"
[02:40.88]Felt like a lifetime after a couple days went past
[02:43.98]And I still ain't heard from your ass, man, wake the f*** up
[02:47.90]Yo, luckily he did, my promise didn't last that long
[02:51.70]You would text me, it would take like a week to respond
[02:55.04]And I ain't got s*** goin' on
[02:57.23]Man, that's so f***ed up
[02:59.71]Two years later, seen your silhouette in that crowd
[03:02.79]Last show, our first headlinin' tour, it's sold out
[03:05.90]700 people, yeah, that shit was so wild
[03:09.02]Seen that ugly-a** grin, knew I made you proud, yeah