I see it Crawling up the walls, towards the ceiling Oh my love you never would believe it William, what is this feeling? I'm tired Laying in the forest by the water Underneath these ferns you'll never find me William, why am I hiding? I kept it together in the house that you haunted I whispered your name but you never responded I feel it, your spirit is free William, she never loved me I waited Hoping something somehow could stay sacred Every little meaning keeps escaping William, what am I chasing? It's ugly Why does every moment have to leave me? I try so hard to hold on to this memory William, I still feel empty It's always a mystery to love and be loved I can bury these feelings they keep rising up Tell me, why is a lifetime not enough? William, what am I so afraid of? My heart, my heart stopped beating My lungs, my lungs stopped breathing My head, my head stopped thinking again My heart, my heart stopped beating My lungs, my lungs stopped breathing My head, my head stopped thinking again I kept it together and my heart it stopped beating I whispered your name and my lungs they stopped breathing I feel it, your spirit - my head stopped thinking again William, when is this gonna end?