This is the first time That I've ever loved anything more than life itself I never knew my heart could expand to this size This is the first time That I've ever jumped out of my head and left it behind And I don't think that I wanna rush back inside How could it be his little hands grew inside of me? I never made anything so perfectly This is the first time That I've ever seen beauty in dust caught by the sunlight Falling around us in the quiet This is the first time That I haven't been able to keep out all of the pain that goes on 'Cause every man now is somebody's son How could it be those little toes grew inside of me? I never made anything so perfectly Oh, but the nightmares, they don't stop The ones where I can't find you Or I've left you alone in the dark And I run, screaming Shouting, "Where is my baby? Where has my baby gone?" Without him, I simply could never go on This is the end And also the beginning of everything we are We were one, then two, now we are three How could it be his little heart grew inside of me? There's so much to lose now, it's terrifying But look what we made, isn't he just perfect?