I was told that life is beautiful
Well, I'm not looking through those eyes
Wished upon a star and watched it fall away
Well, that's just one more thing that could never be forever
Everything 
I touch turns to the opposite of gold
It could be shit, it could be coal, that's just the way it goes
Do I lead them astray, do 
I push them all away?
I feel so cold from the exit of my soul
Don't know whether 
I should kill or cry
Don't know if 
I should live or die, should 
I stand or walk away?
Don't know whether 
I should be myself or change
Hold my ground or rearrange, should 
I stand or walk away?
I've been told that we live and learn
As I look through tear soaked eyes
I'm full of scars but 
I'm not made of stone
And my heart's exposed my transparent life of terror
A sacred promise that's sealed by a ring of gold
It can't be bought, it can't be sold, but you have to keep a hold
Did I throw it away because of my ways?
It feels so cold now that 
I have lost my soul
Don't know whether 
I should kill or cry
Don't know if 
I should live or die, should 
I stand or walk away?
Don't know whether 
I should be myself or change
Hold my ground or rearrange, should 
I stand or walk away?
My stomach aches as 
I feel the sting that runs through me
Lay my head into my hands, falling to the ground
I look up to the sky, please help me find my way back home
Don't know whether 
I should kill or cry
Live or die, should 
I stand or walk away?
Don't know whether 
I should be myself, be myself
Rearrange, should 
I stand or walk away?
Stand or walk away, stand or walk away
Should I stand or walk, stand or walk away?