[01:10.51]Welcome to my eternity
[01:13.14]I am the recluse who balked his maturity
[01:16.20]I am a slave to my own insecurities
[01:18.98]I am the culprit in the eyes of the jury
[01:22.90]Welcome to my pain
[01:24.39]I’m the definition of a ***** been spayed
[01:27.20]Watch in fascination as the parasites sway
[01:30.22]Fear my explanation as it’s thrown away
[01:36.25]This is the cry of a man with no purpose
[01:42.15]This is the song you will sing at his grave
[01:45.14]But that’s me…
[01:47.48]I’m sad
[01:48.71]I’m sick of being trapped inside
[01:52.90]It’s decaying all I see
[01:57.46]There’s no use in getting better
[02:01.20]These things, they multiply
[02:04.65]Are we not supposed to feel more than sad?
[02:19.65]She is the thorn in my side
[02:22.48]She is my possessor
[02:24.00]She is my whole life
[02:25.45]She is my coffin
[02:26.65]If you don’t believe
[02:28.08]Open up my stomach
[02:29.64]Watch the parasites sway
[02:32.33]Disease you, disease me
[02:34.02]This is an oppression
[02:35.23]Society silently kills me
[02:37.88]She’s a wretch in disguise
[02:40.06]I am her child, and she is my mind
[02:42.40]I am denial, and she is behind every thought
[02:46.63]Every violent thought
[02:48.65]Every violent thought
[02:49.98]Every violent thought
[02:51.50]Every violent thought
[02:56.12]This is the look of a man whose been gelded
[03:01.57]This is the way that he handles his pain
[03:07.62]But that’s me…
[03:08.72]I’m sad
[03:10.20]I’m sick of being trapped inside
[03:13.88]It’s decaying all I see
[03:18.37]There’s no use in getting better
[03:22.58]These things, they multiply
[03:26.01]Are we not supposed to feel more than sad?
[03:40.84]Here comes the flood
[03:42.36]And she dams it every day
[03:43.82]O’ she keeps the pressure right
[03:45.09]Until I drown under my own shit!
[04:24.79]We are the sad
[04:27.52]We are the diseased
[04:31.78]We need our mother to relieve our pain
[04:38.27]To pull us up—pull us up
[04:42.10]To pull us up—pull us up
[04:45.08]To pull us up—pull us up
[04:48.80]To pull us up—pull us up