[00:20.42]Diathra--How Many Times
[00:22.69]--lndjove--
[00:23.34]......
[01:12.41]I've had enough, and I'm feeling a little beat.
[01:16.89]I don't know what the future holds for me.
[01:19.84]But I tell myself I don't give a damn
[01:22.86]'Cause my life is in pieces and I forgot who I am.
[01:26.65]I can't lose myself, kill my pride.
[01:29.74]For the things I took for granted at my side
[01:33.42]But they still expect me to pay the cost.
[01:36.52]Can't keep blaming myself for the love that I've lost.
[01:40.35]How many times will I have to go
[01:43.89]Through this vicious circle, again and again?
[01:48.04]How many times before I know
[01:50.93]This road will lead to the same bitter pain?
[01:54.87]The sweetness of lies and the sourness of the truth,
[01:58.46]Cruel betrayals and love's burning shame,
[02:00.63]And/ how many times, from beginning to end,
[02:05.83]Will I have to play these silly games?
[02:08.26]Because I'm so frail,
[02:10.65]They say I'm/ destined for hell
[02:13.80]Why then am I so blind
[02:15.35]Searching for heaven heaven divine?
[02:18.79]Did love's redemption redemption fail?
[02:22.10]What's the source source of my strife?
[02:25.49]What's the price for my life?
[02:29.04]The wrong, the right, a penny, or fortune?
[02:32.41]But for me, the lines are blurred
[02:32.63]For pain is my portion.
[02:34.53]How many times will I have to go
[02:37.83]Through this vicious circle, again and again?
[02:41.32]How many times before I know
[02:44.89]This road will lead to the same bitter pain?
[02:48.65]The sweetness of lies and the sourness of the truth,
[02:52.12]Cruel betrayals and love's burning shame,
[02:55.65]And/ how many times, from beginning to end,
[03:01.07]Will I have to play these silly games?
[04:28.20]How many times will I have to go
[04:32.18]Through this vicious circle, again and again?
[04:35.31]How many times before I know
[04:39.36]This road will lead to the same bitter pain?
[04:42.47]The sweetness of lies and the sourness of the truth,
[04:50.05]And/ how many times, from beginning to end,
[04:54.89]Will I have to play these silly games?
[04:56.59]How many times will I have to go
[05:00.37]Through this vicious circle, again and again?
[05:03.63]How many times before I know
[05:07.17]This road will lead to the same bitter pain?
[05:11.15]The sweetness of lies and the sourness of the truth,
[05:16.07]Cruel betrayals and love's burning shame,
[05:17.06]And/ how many times, from beginning to end,
[05:22.28]Will I have to play these silly games?