I used to never feel so ******' numb I never thought this day would ever come And now I'm sitting here with a bottle and a gun I'm so done, you ******' won I can't, feel you anymore I'm not enough, you wanted more Don't come knocking on my door I don't feel you anymore I wasn't your first and I wasn't your last Why you always hidin' behind the mask You knew from the start we wouldn't last Now i'm just another part of your past Don't come running back to me I'll be another casualty So come running back to me I'll be another casualty So what if I die What if I live I gave you my heart You would rather have his All I could give Reason to live Numbed all the problems I live with the pain Saying you'll change You are the same Feeling the shame Who is the blame Send me to hell I'll burn with the flames Send me to hell I'll burn with the flames I used to never feel so ******' numb I never thought this day would ever come And now I'm sitting here with a bottle and a gun I'm so done, you ******' won I can't, feel you anymore I'm not enough, you wanted more Don't come knocking on my door I don't feel you anymore