[00:12.67]Say your peace, say your ****** eulogies
[00:15.79]Say something, ok lie through your teeth
[00:18.95]I left the east, and I never met my niece
[00:21.71]She turn 9 next month, matter fact neither did he
[00:25.03]Fix your tie, iron the creases
[00:28.70]Tell your lies, as memories (yeah)
[00:31.87]I'm bout to cry, how was it only me?
[00:34.53]Shaking hands up front, I thought blood run deep?
[00:37.62]Had to leave the deal to be my own man (yeah)
[00:41.10]**** had me ill, I hope you understand (yeah)
[00:44.55]I'd rather drown alone by my ******* self
[00:47.66]Then rot in hell, sitting on your ******* shelf
[00:50.99]Don't misconstrued what I said for attitude
[00:54.07]I just had to move, stand up on my own two
[00:57.11]My thoughts for food? Ain't that **** kinda crude?
[01:00.33]You were like family, it's a lose, lose
[01:03.12]It's the funeral
[01:04.18]Nothing you could do, I thought you should know
[01:07.59]I don't feel a pulse, my heart two below
[01:10.64]Flowers everywhere, ain't beautiful?
[01:13.73]Ain't it beautiful?
[01:15.20]It's the funeral
[01:16.85]Nothing you could do, I thought you should know (yeah)
[01:20.69]I don't feel a pulse, my heart two below (yeah)
[01:23.74]Flowers everywhere, ain't beautiful?
[01:26.34]Ain't it beautiful?
[01:27.87]I don't why I bother
[01:30.44]****, I'll never change
[01:31.89]I'm an addict like my father just in different ways
[01:35.05]Never did coke, cause I know I'd love that ****
[01:38.09]I can't sleep as is, up at night trying to make it big
[01:41.24]I know what you think of me, trust I hate me too
[01:44.45]Scared my girl gone leave me if I don't make it soon
[01:47.59]I know she love me, but this rap **** leave
[01:50.06]It's scars and wounds
[01:51.21]Stuck in my world looking at a different moon
[01:54.78]Goddamn **** this ****
[01:57.01]Stream of consciousness, this is all it is
[02:00.29]Need it more than a hit, than the sip
[02:02.98]Been damaged as a kid, and this is the only fix (ugh)
[02:06.61]You still sleeping, I'm still grieving
[02:08.67]I still barely break even, don't get it twisted
[02:11.30]I'm far from peakin'
[02:12.33]I'm still breathing, I'm still scheming
[02:14.96]That little boy in his room dreamin',
[02:17.37]Who risked it all for one reason
[02:19.12]It's the funeral
[02:20.16]Nothing you could do, I thought you should know
[02:23.34]I don't feel a pulse, my heart two below
[02:26.50]Flowers everywhere, ain't beautiful?
[02:29.56]Ain't it beautiful?
[02:31.10]It's the funeral
[02:32.81]Nothing you could do, I thought you should know (yeah)
[02:36.52]I don't feel a pulse, my heart two below (yeah)
[02:39.60]Flowers everywhere, ain't beautiful?
[02:42.19]Ain't it beautiful?
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