I've been going out almost every night
 I've been drinking everything i can get my hands on
 I pretend i have fun
 Do you remember the nights i called you up?
 I was so ****** up i forgot we were broken up
 I still love you, you stupid ****
 But you don't look at me
 You don't talk to me
 And i know it's cuz you're weak
 Maybe you feel guilty?
 It's pathetic, really
 And everyone says to me
 Missy you're so strong!
 But what if i don't wanna be?
 And everyone says to me
 Missy how do you stand it?
 There's so much that you don't see
 I was getting swept into emptiness
 I was taking time
 I was practicing living with regret
 Something you're so good at
 At the end of the night i am walking home
 I pretend that i am wet i am wanting them
 But no means please stop, i need to be alone
 And everyone says to me
 Missy you're so strong!
 But what if i don't wanna be?
 And everyone says to me
 Missy how do you stand it?
 There's so much that you don't see
 I push you down
 I drink you drown
 I am alone
 I push you down
 I drink you drown
 I am alone
 Everyone gather round, i have the answer now
 I have the answer now (REPEAT)
 I push you down
 I drink you drown
 I am all alone