Since your death In these burning shades of dusk Still I crave While plunging through this mourners plain Into depths I summon them to swallow me away Until the end Deeper wounds draw me the way Astray i flow onto this world And depart from this life Life in disdain The further i drift In a reverie now stained red The deeper i fall Into timeless rest At the sight of your rest I bear witness to a loss What ever tempted you You must have felt it stronger then I do Thirteen seasons And no solace guides me Come spring and the warming sun But I have died once Grant me sleep In the crimson sea of life An i cherish This darkness of hope and light