Crawling and moaning in the sharp blade of grass
All my life starting over, blood spilled inside out
I went through this cycle of pain deep in myself
Destroyed by awful hands, a demon of illusion
The pain now awaken, 
I'm cracking wide open
Can barely recognize my body, a battlefield
Unquestioned pride once so fragile
I cannot even recall names or faces
Those standing on my side
Those standing on my side, always
My sideI am nothing, the pain awake is forging me
Face down, inert
Forcing me, dreams haunting me
I am immense, 
I am awake, renewed
Lost in the darkest time
I know I felt their presence
Even if I was blind, face down
I was blind
Pain, please forgive my ignorance
My master