[00:29.31]This obsessive picture indistinct
[00:32.70]These trail of smiles goodwill
[00:35.49]Just to wake up and hear all these cries in my head
[00:43.56]As a union of what and who we are sweeps through
[00:47.49]Unconscious and unspeakable
[00:50.70]Just to wake up and see
[00:54.24]This final aim we don't suspect
[00:57.81]Why are these feelings darkened my nights
[00:59.58]Again and again
[01:03.75]All made of fear isolation and confusion
[01:09.84]Bigger than the desolation my life was made of before
[01:23.31]Have I to close my eyes again
[01:26.43]Have I to loose these bearings so hard to regain
[01:33.54]This hope wasn't it of my own
[01:34.98]Why me I don't want to
[01:36.06]I want to stay in this paradise that open new Helldoors
[02:07.35]But this increasingly strong feeling is obnoxious to me
[02:14.79]A total control of my existence is suffocating me
[02:21.39]The pleasure to feel the fear urges me to go far from here
[02:28.74]A jail of delight
[02:29.52]Not without a shadow
[02:30.18]Why I a common citizen having days seeing
[02:36.78]Having days seeing only the happiness of my people
[02:39.96]I made my choice this desolation outside
[02:55.23]May be our true reconstruction
[03:00.45]I close my eyes again
[03:08.64]And disappear into this world I've hated so much
[03:11.49]But through which I live tree again
[03:12.21]To live free again