Love the smell of your hair when I'm holding you
But dammit I hate the silent stares
Sound of my heart breaks over you loud and clear
Push you away but I want you near

I'm drowning in my thoughts of you
But baby I'm holding onto you
I'm feeling high right next to you
And like the rain I fell for you

I can't deny this is bipolar
I can't pretend that this is my home
If we were meant for each other
Why do I
Why do I
Always feel alone
Why do I
Why do I
Always feel alone
Why do I
Why do I
Always feel alone

Yeah, Wish I could write a song and get over you
But **** it I admit I like to feel abused
You said you need me but you loved me less than you
I can't help myself but to clap and feel amused

I'm drowning in my thoughts of you
But baby I'm holding onto you
I'm feeling high right next to you
And like the rain I fell for you

I can't deny this is bipolar
I can't pretend that this is my home
If we were meant for each other
Why do I
Why do I
Always feel alone
Why do I
Why do I
Always feel alone
Why do I
Why do I
Always feel alone
Why do I
Why do I
Always feel alone