Can't believe that I survived I fell so hard but I'm alive Standing in front of the gates of hell With a glass of ice water in my hand Lurking at the edge of my bed Get the f*ck out of my head . Goodbye graceful, I'm so grateful, I'm so grateful You helped to change my wicked ways When I was in my darkest days And I'm so thankful That you were able, you were able To save me from the burning flames And make me who I am today . This dark cloud is still around My thoughts wander in and out And if I die before I wake Tell the devil I'm on my way Lurking at the edge of my bed Get the f*ck out of my head . Goodbye graceful, I'm so grateful, I'm so grateful You helped to change my wicked ways When I was in my darkest days And I'm so thankful That you were able, you were able To save me from the burning flames And make me who I am today . I've been running for the longest time I forgot where I have left my mind, I have left my mind . You make me so f*cking thankful you were able to save me . Goodbye graceful, I'm so grateful, I'm so grateful You helped to change my wicked ways When I was in my darkest days And I'm so thankful That you were able, you were able To save me from the burning flames And make me who I am today . Picking up the pieces of my life from the floor Searching for an open window or an exit door This boulder on my shoulder it got heavier and colder Til the day that I pass over I'll be slowly rolling over To all the people I've done wrong now I apologize To all the girls, hearts I broke, whose tears I made them cry I know it's been a while and you have traveled many miles To get away is not my song, I wrote this song to make you smile Picking up the pieces of my life from the floor Searching for an open window or an exit door This boulder on my shoulder it got heavier and colder Til the day that I pass over I'll be slowly rolling over To all the people I've done wrong now I apologize To all the girls, hearts I broke, whose tears I made them cry I know it's been a while and you have traveled many miles To get away is not my song, I wrote this song to make you smile