So many nights spent cold. So many times I've tried to fight what was hiding in my heart. Too many nights I've cried trying to believe that I would be alright. I won't let you be the death of me. (This I know.) I won't let you get the best of me. (This I believe.) So understand that my life is in my hands. I just need some sort of release. A reason to breathe. If I can make it through one more day. If I can just get through one more day. This pain won't last. This too shall pass. I won't let you be the death of me. (This I know.) I won't let you get the best of me. (This I believe.) So understand that my life is in my hands. I just want to look up to the sun and feel like I belong somewhere. It's getting harder for me to breathe. It's getting harder for me to breathe. So lie, lie to my face. Tell me that I will be okay. I won't let you be the death of me. (This I know.) I won't let you get the best of me. (This I believe.) So understand that my life is in my hands.