Woke up with a hole in my chest, like
"No one understands," sometimes they say
"No fun," waiting for a little break, feel like
I'm done sacrificing my time just for
Bread crumbs
Bread crumbs
Bread crumbs, yeah
Bread crumbs
I never get any break
Barely get any time, but got ideas for days
Looking for peace of mind, anxiety in the way
Really hate I get lonely when I create
I signed up for the money and not the fame
I love my life, but I know that it's gotta change
I gotta prove to myself I'm not a mistake
Hard not to feel like I'm defined by what I make
But ****, it would be nice
If I could lose some of this stress, though
I need to let go, someone hit up my Venmo
My people linking up, I didn't get the memo
Sometimes it's hard just being Adrian Stresow
Don't say that I'm all that
It's honestly all cap
My songs getting all scrapped
Damn, I'm making it off rap
I ain't got no fall back
I pray it don't all snap, uh
Woke up with a hole in my chest, like
"No one understands," sometimes they say
"No fun," waiting for a little break, feel like
I'm done sacrificing my time just for
Bread crumbs
Bread crumbs
Bread crumbs, yeah
Bread crumbs
I spent the last summer doubting my abilities
Like they ain't feeling me,
This writer's block killing me
All I want in my life is some stability
I don't know why I really do this **** willingly
Yeah, going through hell and I don't show it
Telling myself, "The pain can only stay for a moment"
I miss my bros, but I know we steady growing
Honestly, I'm lonely, but I know I gotta focus
And hustle more right now, I gotta get it right
The wind in the winter bites
I'm spending all day inside
I know where I can go, it's me, myself, and I
And it ain't healthy, I been crying every night
It's part of the game
I been tryna grow, I ain't staying the same
So I been getting better embracing the change
And learning how to stare in the face of my pain
I'm changing my ways
Woke up with a hole in my chest, like
"No one understands," sometimes they say
"No fun," waiting for a little break, feel like
I'm done sacrificing my time just for
Bread crumbs
Bread crumbs
Bread crumbs, yeah
Bread crumbs
Bread crumbs
Bread crumbs
Bread crumbs
Bread crumbs