She said "slow it down," I said, "wait, wait, wait, wait" I been sparkin' gas to take the pain away If you tryna slow it down, get the **** out my face Stay out my way, ay I been kickin’ it back while everybody sit back and hate Smokin' digital blunts, every memory that I erase Is a reminder I'm grateful for the way I live every day I level up on the daily, I always knew this was my fate You never gave me a chance to explain the reason Why I gave it up over and over I gave you chances but you ****** it up Never again will I make the same mistake twice Open your eyes, say your goodbyes I’m awake at night again I feel like this fight will never end I been fighting all these battles inside of my head Back wood ash all over my bed, yeah yeah yeah yeah She said "slow it down," I said, "wait, wait, wait, wait" I been sparkin' gas to take the pain away If you tryna slow it down, get the **** out my face Stay out my way, ay I been kickin' it back while everybody sit back and hate Smokin' digital blunts, every memory that I erase Is a reminder I'm grateful for the way I live every day I level up on the daily, I always knew this was my fate I'm up in the clouds today I jus' wanna fly away Every night I turn down the lights and waste my life away No suicide I don't wanna die I think I’ll be fine today She riding high See it in her eyes She wanna be mine today I lay awake and I think about how all this time passed Decaying at 19, got open wounds all over my back I’m lookin' for love, But don’t know where the **** I could find that I'm sick of the ******** and fakes you know I had to fight back She said "slow it down," I said, "wait, wait, wait, wait" I been sparkin' gas to take the pain away If you tryna slow it down, get the **** out my face Stay out my way, ay I been kickin' it back while everybody sit back and hate Smokin’ digital blunts, every memory that I erase Is a reminder I'm grateful for the way I live every day I level up on the daily, I always knew this was my fate yeah She said "slow it down," I said, "wait, wait, wait, wait" I been sparkin' gas to take the pain away If you tryna slow it down, get the **** out my face Stay out my way, ay I been kickin’ it back while everybody sit back and hate Smokin' digital blunts, every memory that I erase Is a reminder I'm grateful for the way I live every day I level up on the daily, I always knew this was my fate