[00:00.000] 作词 : THE SHINING
[00:00.095] 作曲 : THE SHINING
[00:00.191]编曲：THE SHINING
[00:00.397]作词：THE SHINING
[00:00.719]演唱：THE SHINING/唐茉Wimo
[00:01.197]母带：GARL!CC
[00:01.846]if i am dead
[00:04.102]如果我逝世了
[00:06.357]you know
[00:08.408]你懂的
[00:09.109]dont cry for me
[00:10.582]不要为我哭泣
[00:12.191]i just
[00:13.374]我只是
[00:14.928]wanna go
[00:16.262]想安静的离开
[00:19.333]if i am dead
[00:21.060]如果我逝世了
[00:23.183]you know
[00:24.500]你懂的
[00:25.847]dont cry for me
[00:27.246]不要为我哭泣
[00:29.686]i just
[00:31.238]我只是
[00:32.421]wanna go
[00:34.636]想安静的离开
[00:36.766]if i am dead
[00:38.868]如果我逝世了
[00:40.414]you know
[00:42.269]你懂的
[00:44.421]dont cry for me
[00:46.117]不要为我哭泣
[00:47.573]i just
[00:48.846]我只是
[00:49.813]wanna go
[00:52.005]想安静的离开
[00:54.229]life is struggle，nobody wants to care for me，
[00:56.381]生活艰辛，却没人想关心我
[00:58.598]that's why I am sorrowful,they really don’t know what I need
[01:01.333]所以这就我为什么感到悲伤，他们真的不知道我真的所需要的
[01:02.949]But I write it down
[01:04.517]但是我写下来了
[01:05.158]I'm aware of i am truly sick,
[01:06.470]我意识到我真的病了
[01:07.277]look at my face,there is no mask on it
[01:09.470]瞧瞧我的脸上，早已没有任何掩盖
[01:11.093]it’s a real me,I don’t believe
[01:11.992]那是真实的我，我不相信为什么
[01:13.269]why people always use their feet
[01:14.940]人们总是打击我，
[01:15.997]to kick me,beat me,let my heart break，
[01:17.301]让我伤心
[01:18.213]i can’t sleep,can’t eat,don’t know what I did,
[01:21.461]我睡不下，没有胃口，不知道我做了什么错事
[01:24.701]They lie to me,because I am a kid
[01:26.405]他们骗我，只因我是个孩子
[01:28.588]They say:you’re just a little kid ,don’t know adult’s world,
[01:31.135]他们对我说：“你只是个小孩子，并不了解大人的世界。”
[01:33.044]that’s true,I do things for you never want reward.
[01:35.598]确实是这样的，我为你们做事情从未想过回报
[01:37.797]I wear my only poor shirt,
[01:38.894]我穿着我破旧的衬衫
[01:39.949]but,my heart is hurt,
[01:41.055]但是我的心已经受伤了
[01:42.150]So the first self mutilation was on May 3rd.
[01:43.823]于是我第一次自*的时候是5月3号
[01:46.598]Everyday I lie in my bed,
[01:47.741]每天我躺在床上
[01:49.293]look outside
[01:50.269]看着窗外
[01:50.958]wanna one day I'm dead ,
[01:52.631]想着某天我离去
[01:53.885]no one care,
[01:54.684]没人在乎
[01:55.341]I kill myself using the knife
[01:56.772]我用餐刀结束了自己
[01:57.518]don’t wanna live,
[01:58.492]并不想活下去
[01:59.597]here is my mind
[02:00.750]这就是我的想法
[02:01.772]no one can save my life.
[02:02.837]没人救得了我
[02:04.119]if i am dead
[02:06.229]如果我逝世了
[02:08.438]you know
[02:09.501]你懂的
[02:10.613]dont cry for me
[02:11.709]不要为我哭泣
[02:14.372]i just
[02:14.981]我只是
[02:16.542]wanna go
[02:17.302]想安静的离开
[02:21.494]if i am dead
[02:23.557]如果我逝世了
[02:25.277]you know
[02:26.925]你懂的
[02:28.072]dont cry for me
[02:30.222]不要为我哭泣
[02:32.359]i just
[02:33.600]我只是
[02:34.567]wanna go
[02:36.692]想安静的离开
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