Mommy, India got them beats Where I'm from, they ain't have hope, they call us ignorant I looked at my drip, this that expensive shit He mad at me about a ho, I should've hit the ***** They throwin' shots, we never catch 'em, they be quick to miss I'm from the slums, I ain't never had a pot to piss They gave us crumbs, how the **** to make it out this shit? We ain't have nothin', now a ***** havin' lots of shit And I still got *****s in the trap scrapin' pots and shit I finally won, they wanna know how I'm shinin' like that 'Cause I'm due for it, remember I was grindin' way back Now I pull up in the uh, with the seat laid back Now we pull up and just boom, leave a ***** where he at Remember where we was, now *****, look where we at Remember we was sellin' drugs, now we ain't ever goin' back Now everybody showin' love, but they wasn't showin' it in the past Might take a rocket outer space just so the world can kiss my ass And I can't change how I'm living I ain't got no feelings I pour drank in my kidney And it's only for the healing Why you come around? You ain't with me Why you come around if you gon' envy? I just count the blessings that he sent me I just pray to God they don't forget me That lifestyle stuck in my head, I ain't changing my ways Out there posted on the corner, I ain't ate for some days I'm tired of runnin' from police, I'm just tryna get paid And it's **** the other side 'cause that's how we were raised Summertime, we bring them drums out, like a parade Left the AR in the trunk, it's time to slide with them K's You better duck 'cause it's a drill once that chopper get sprayed Ain't no remorse 'cause I got *****s layin' down in the grave So **** a sport, we hit the block and then them cops what we play Runnin' out of options so I close my eyes and I pray Just tryna find the best route, feel like I'm stuck in a maze I started rappin', got a check, and fell in love with the stage And I can't change how I'm living I ain't got no feelings I pour drank in my kidney And it's only for the healing Why you come around? You ain't with me Why you come around if you gon' envy? I just count the blessings that he sent me I just pray to God they don't forget me I just pray to God that he forgive me I did so much wrong, they want to kill me I got *****s in them trenches, they gon' drill for me But if they all die for me, who gon' live with me? I got all this money, the wanna chill with me But we was stuck on Evergreen, they ain't want to deal with me Now I pull up coupe shit, 2019, new shit New phone, who this? Pocket full of blue shit Pocket full of blue strips, no Crip One shot to a hit, that ***** came off the hip Brand new truck, that ***** came off the ship I let you 'round and you changed off the rip, ***** I And I can't change how I'm living I ain't got no feelings I pour drank in my kidney And it's only for the healing Why you come around? You ain't with me Why you come around if you gon' envy? I just count the blessings that he sent me I just pray to God they don't forget me I just pray to God they don't forget me Don't forget me