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Oh how easily they forget no anchor to the past |
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Cut the blood supply and hope the heart beats itself to death |
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My ribcage is not my own it still feels like your arms neck clothed in salt |
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How'd I let it go this far? |
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It happens faster than you could ever think |
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From always and forever to never again in less than a blink |
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The river runs until it's dry |
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But I die spitting my last drip into it's mouth to keep it alive |
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Long drives, wide eyes, and your smiling face |
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You dance I drink, let's waste the night away |
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They say you always know right away |
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But you can't foresee your sand being pulled into the sea under a tidal wave |
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Secrets leak out when you're asleep |
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Coming from a queen's mouth, talk isn't all that cheap |
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I'm now a lone flame searching for a purpose |
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Setting fires everywhere I go, can't avoid the burns |
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We shared pain |
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You took me by the throat and made me understand the world as if I were you and I couldn't breathe |
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Now you can lead a horse to fresh water but you can't teach it how to be okay when you decide to leave |
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I'm lost, there's no one to protect |
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I got so used to being shelter from the rain that always followed you |
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It's not my first time, actually it's nothin new |
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But that doesn't make it any easier to get through |
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The snow won't melt, smoke won't clear |
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Turned hope inside out a thousand times trying to see if it was ever anything more than dressed up fear, |
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But the two go hand in hand you can't have one without the other being there |
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I'm barely breathing waiting for the spins to end |
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Begging a god I don't believe in to let me sleep so I can dream again |
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We went through thick and thin |
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Came out separate on the other end |
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But please know no matter what you'll always have me as a friend |
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And I finally know |
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Your crime is your pride and your past is my only ghost |
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I'm going crazy out of my control |
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But there's nothing I can do, I have no choice but to let it go |
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Each day gets a little less intense |
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I no longer feel like there's someone standing on my chest |
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You made me more me, and I won't forget the times you helped my find my feet |
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When I was buried in my head |
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Thank you, for giving what you had to give |
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Taking what you had to take, |
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And making me believe in you. |
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Even though I might be gone forever there will always be a place in my brain that will think of you. |
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You look so graceful when you're flying |
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Keep going, there's a lot of world that you haven't seen, |
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You have my best wishes, even if only in silence, you deserve everything that you've ever dreamed. |
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The snow melted right when the smoke cleared, |
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I turned love inside out a thousand times trying to see if it was ever anything more than the will to persevere, |
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But the two go hand in hand, the clouds surrounding you eventually will clear. |
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I can breathe I found contentment in the end, |
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Telling a god I don't believe in to go to sleep so I can think again. |
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We went through thick and thin, |
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Came out separate on the other end, |
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But please know no matter what you'll always have me as a friend. |