Can't fight this urge 
I'm overwhelmed with anxiety 
It's taking over me 
Can't calm my nerves 
I just can't seem to stop this calamity 
Will it be the death of me? 
I'm finding out 
There is no doubt 
I need some help 
How can I learn to protect me from myself? 
This craving is too strong 
Restraint is on the shelf 
I just can't be alone with myself too long 
Can't stop my trembling hands 
I've got the shakes again 
Convinced myself the needle's 
My best friend 
Never been so high 
I'm sure if 
I wanted I could touch the sky 
I'm already halfway there 
But I'm falling down 
Seems my time to fly is running out 
Does anybody really care? 
I've figured it out 
There is no doubt 
I need some help 
Can you try to save me from myself? 
This craving is too strong 
I've lost all self control 
I just can't be alone 
With myself anymore 
I've nothing left to lose 
And nothing stops the pain 
But the poison 
That I pump through my veins 
And my tears they leave a stain 
And my heart won't beat the strain 
Cause the beast 
I just can't tame 
I've figured it out 
There is no doubt 
I need some help 
Can I ever really trust myself? 
My craving is so strong 
My self-esteem is gone 
I must stop 
Or I won't be around very long 
I won't be around: 
Very long: 
I won't be around: