[00:22.76]Dappy turn my mike up
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[00:28.26]Today is the day that I'm gonna tell
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[00:32.02]Just a little 'bout myself
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[00:34.76]All of these haters they don't understand me
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[00:38.32]They can't touch the pain I felt
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[00:40.69]I wish I could show them all of my secrets
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[00:44.68]And they might see through me
[00:46.93]But if I tell my secrets or expose my weakness
[00:50.61]I can let 'em tear through me
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[00:53.23]Mummy had problems, daddy couldn't solve them
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[00:57.04]Won't stop they just add to her pain
[01:00.11]Daddy it's okay, I still love you
[01:03.36]Because you show me love in every way
[01:06.42]Mummy I'm sorry for not always caring
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[01:09.47]I got so lost when you weren't around
[01:12.59]Since I was a young girl I kept us related
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[01:16.16]I don't trust so I won't get let down
[01:19.05]So who could be behind my smile
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[01:25.71]I'm crying out and I'm left without a hand
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[01:30.47]T, no you ain't, you can tell us anything
[01:34.19]We'll advise you in every way
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[01:37.15]One more thing, for those who don't know we is family
[01:40.46]We've known each other since we were babies
[01:42.89]So I guess it's just another one of them days
[01:44.89]I got bills to pay, studez to rent
[01:47.45]Girl problems plus an album due within nine days
[01:49.51]Stress to the brain, mumsie's going through so much pain
[01:51.82]Every time I get paid money to Elaine
[01:53.50]One more and you'll open you eyes to a blacked out range
[01:56.19]Gunshots, knife attacks
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[01:57.45]Seems like I'm living in a life of attacks
[01:59.14]Government bills, dogdgy deals
[01:59.89]Leads to another life, crime on wheels
[02:01.57]I'm so broke that it's no joke
[02:03.59]Surrounded by addicts who be on coke
[02:05.21]If I really wanted to I make money off them
[02:07.10]Block in the morning on the move by ten
[02:08.65]I write them hits in my head
[02:10.21]Don't need no time for paper and pen
[02:11.71]I sell my demos in boxes of ten
[02:13.15]Won't stop me unless you're a dirty bill
[02:14.77]It's like yesterday
[02:16.00]Fifteen hooded up thirteen years olds in Westie
[02:17.88]Were the bester days can you relate
[02:19.45]Young black boys from council estates
[02:20.66]Rolling around the ends twenty man strong
[02:21.97]Pour some Hennessey for every man gone
[02:23.84]I know I ain't sent no letters but still
[02:25.90]Free hash, free deal, I'm not for much longer
[02:28.09]Ever since I was a young and I found it hard to find my way
[02:31.41]Thats why I don't trust, so I won't get let down
[02:34.73]So who could be behind my smile
[02:41.74]I'm crying out, I'm left without a hand
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[02:46.17]T, no you ain't, you can tell us anything
[02:50.04]We'll advise you in every way
[02:51.88]
[02:52.88]One more thing, for those who don't know we is family
[02:56.50]We've known each other since we were babies
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[02:59.63]Oh, I went from not wanting to live life no more
[03:03.07]To appreciating every breath I take
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[03:06.75]If it wasn't for the music I probably won't be here
[03:10.05]That's why I pray to God every day
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[03:13.57]Dreaming of days when I could just fly away
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[03:19.51]I'm trying to stay strong but after today I'm feeling down
[03:25.41]So who could be behind my smile
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[03:32.12]I'm crying out, I'm left without a hand
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