[00:00.180]Yeah...
[00:02.210]It's my life...
[00:03.760]My own words I guess...
[00:05.910]Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
[00:09.160]Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
[00:12.260]When they know they're your heart
[00:13.900]And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em
[00:18.720]But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
[00:22.120]And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
[00:25.130]What happens when you become the main source of a pain?
[00:28.010]"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
[00:31.320]"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
[00:34.740]I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
[00:37.750]Daddy's writing this song, this song ain't gonna write itself
[00:40.980]I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
[00:44.010]Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
[00:47.450]And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
[00:50.710]That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
[00:54.010]Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...
[00:57.230]
[00:57.870]And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
[01:00.200]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
[01:03.450]Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
[01:05.950]And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
[01:09.470]Just smile back
[01:10.740]And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
[01:13.400]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
[01:16.450]Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
[01:19.340]And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
[01:22.310]Just smile back...
[01:23.120]
[01:23.350]I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
[01:26.100]She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
[01:28.710]"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
[01:32.250]Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
[01:35.490]"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
[01:38.880]"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
[01:41.730]She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
[01:45.180]"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
[01:48.270]Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
[01:51.470]It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'"
[01:55.230]I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
[01:57.940]These ****in' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
[02:01.240]They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
[02:04.850]Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
[02:08.070]And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
[02:10.810]It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
[02:14.160]And I'm singing...
[02:14.950]
[02:15.170]And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
[02:17.220]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
[02:20.220]Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
[02:22.850]And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
[02:26.170]Just smile back
[02:27.430]And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
[02:30.190]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
[02:33.080]Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
[02:35.630]And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
[02:39.000]Just smile back...
[02:39.810]
[02:40.050]Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
[02:42.530]The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
[02:45.640]I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
[02:48.700]They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
[02:52.310]I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
[02:55.380]"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,"
[02:58.820]But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
[03:01.920]"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
[03:05.290]"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
[03:08.410]"And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
[03:11.370]"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
[03:14.530]"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are gone"
[03:17.820]But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice
[03:20.840]"Now go up there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
[03:24.370]That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
[03:28.030]It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
[03:32.750]Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
[03:37.020]I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
[03:40.220]How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
[03:43.150]I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
[03:46.670]Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pump it
[03:49.880]The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
[03:55.240]That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
[04:00.250]It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk up to Kim and kiss her
[04:05.200]Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
[04:09.010]Almost as if to say..
[04:10.070]
[04:10.300]And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
[04:12.750]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
[04:15.560]Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
[04:17.810]And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
[04:21.520]Just smile back
[04:22.590]And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
[04:25.310]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
[04:28.190]Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
[04:31.000]And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
[04:34.350]Just smile back...
[04:36.250]